After watching Act 3, I too sat and stared into space, attempting to reconcile all the thoughts and emotions pinging in my brain. And it begins…
Dismay, concern, grief, disbelief, irritation, anger, strong desire to stop thinking about it, followed by random search for alternate missed interpretations, possible reasons why Joss would want to go this dark, what's wrong with dark? wait! dark is always for a reason. what's the reason? Mulling over the various reasons, replaying Acts 1 & 2 in my head, revisiting Act 3, drawing parallels to other Whedon rug-pullers, small side-jaunt/day dreaming that there would be more Dr. Horrible to build back up the Billy that was torn asunder, as Joss has done with other characters, dismay about still being awake, tomorrow's a work day, for crying out loud…off on another tangent about the duality of man, SIR! and Capt. Hammer, and was Penny a strong female character? Was Billy a strong male character? What makes a strong character? Laundry list of characters thought strong. Re-examining Capt. Hammer, how cool was the aggressive declarative of “penis”, just flash-burning all those hammer euphemisms like tissue paper? Musings on the funniest lines (Like a pie!)(get outta town! how was that?), leading to musings of other favorite lines, compare/contrast, female characters without perfect hair…review all Joss characters, Buffy had perfect hair, hmmm, wonder why…holy crap, it's 2 a.m., please, PLEASE just turn off my BRAIN…
Why do these stories do this to me EVERY TIME?
Joss's stories have so many points, they form a sphere.
Ah, all the better for viewing them from all angles.
Wonderful!